Thanks for your answer.
So far, I don’t feel any resistance to my IM (T: I get what I need)
I did a lot of coaching on the topic of self-trust and was able to build that up more and more. And this situation here is an example (or evidence) that when I trust myself, I know what I want and need. I’m curious about the next similar situation because there is still a feeling of walking on thin ice in terms of self-trust.