I just submitted another question but I can’t remember exactly what I called it, it was about being lonely and moving to London and struggling to make friends.
As I kept thinking about it, I came up with something.
I’ve realised that I feel unsafe in London. Not in a literal sense, but in the idea. I am in my home town now for Christmas and I feel a lot more safe because I am surrounded by all people that I love and love me.
And I don’t feel that I have that in London.
Feeling safe makes it so much easier to do all my work.
And I realise that a lot of my uni work freeze mode and not being able to properly do it, comes from not feeling safe within my environment.
I really want to create a safe environment in London for me, but I feel hopeless as to how.
I have watched Maisie’s webinar on safety and it has definitely helped.
But I still feel paralysed within my ‘unsafe’ environment.