It absolutely is overwhelm, that’s it. I didn’t realise or could see it. It is now 1 March and yep it is overwhelm, over this space and my actual goal. I feel I am going to shift and change my goal to a more smaller step; simply to create. To get back in to creating, art, drawing, anything and get my creative juices flowing again. And work from there, let that be a starting point.
In February I borrowed a paper shredder, it took me 2 weeks to open it and actually make a start, then once I did, it felt good. Bank statements from as far back as 2010 now gone and that little corner is getting more sorted. I wouldn’t say it is a hoarding problem, it is just a lot of things for different activities and purposes in one small-ish space. I am making this shift change and progress feels small yet do-able.
I do have these thoughts of all these things I want to do and thinking about it is exciting and, yeah overwhelming because my environment isn’t conducive to creating.
Working on and through and with the overwhelm is where I need to be heading, I am unsure how.
Thanks coaches
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