I have had a few rejections recently (not unusual for a writer). I feel like most of them I’ve shrugged off no problem but this most recent one has stung a bit probably because I was holding out hope for it.
I’m finding it hard to believe in myself (part of my goal) when I feel like the world keeps telling me I’m not good enough. I know that this is probably the challenge I need to overcome believing in myself when no one else does/without any proof. I also hate that I need this external validation. I have tried so hard to detach myself from it but I still feel like I need something to prove to the world that I have some value.
When I joined the Flow Collective I was struggling with procrastinating from writing. Now I write most days which is great but I still don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere with my writing. I’m putting in all this time and effort but my results = a load of rejection are still the same. Is the problem that I feel like I need to get somewhere with it? I feel really blocked in this area of my life.