Support with taking leave

I have about 11 days of leave that I have to take by the end of June. Also, I will lose them. This is fact I cannot ask for carryover.

The issue is at work. I have many task to do because I only work three days a week that makes it impossible to take the leave Without dropping some tasks.

Circumstance : leave will expire at the end of June.

Thought. I am not able to use this sleeve in the month of June because I have too much work.

Feeling: frustration

Actions keep postponing to look at my agenda to see how to make it possible, avoid saying no to work requests, beating myself up, saying I don’t have time to do herbalism because I choose work over my studies

Result, I don’t take my leave.

I’ve tried to make an intentional model

Circumstance: I have leave to take which will expire

Thought I deserve to take my leave.

Feeling: love.

Actions: I look at my calendar on the morning when I’m feeling fresh and block time:, I communicate to colleagues that I am not working on certain days: I make a plan with colleagues about which work can be delegated: I plan time to study my herbalism and rest

The intentional model looks really nice yet. I’m still struggling to do this because I have important tasks that have to be done in June which will not be complete if I take my leave

Please help.

Answer:

Making decision can feel so tricky. Let’s start here: what is the worst thing that could happen if the you took your leave in June and the things did not get done (these are thoughts). How would you handle this if this came to pass? Notice what comes up when you do answer this question.