Since this coaching, I showed up to the 6 week exercise classed and totally loved it. I had fun and was so proud of myself.
Since the block ended, I have dipped in and out of attending classes at the same place. I was enjoying it but also annoyed at myself for not going regularly or to a schedule.
I then had an experience which literally put me into my UM where I felt different and excluded as I had to do a different exercise to the rest of the class because my body said a big NO to what everyone else was doing.
Since this experience I haven’t been back and I haven’t done much other forms of exercise.
I don’t actually want a rigid schedule where I do X on Mondays and Y on Thursdays. I want flexibility and I also don’t want to keep beating myself up and replaying the T: “I never exercise”.
Thanks for your support as I navigate my relationship with exercise.
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